Entry: mental diarrhea. 1.22.2007



When I look at the mirror, I feel like I don't know who the person in the reflection is.

 

When I'm lonely, I think of my dad. =(

 

I want to hug my mom. So badly. But I can't. =(
For certain reasons. Mental and physical.

 

Kasi ma-epal kung random stuff.

 

Kawawa ka naman kung pina-badtrip mo ako certain days ago. Mam-bi-bitch ako ngayon.

 

What you lack in talent, make up for perseverance.

echoed through my mind all throughout logic class.

so what i lack in the talent of memorization, i will make up for fucking perseverance.

 

gusto ko i-untog ang ulo ko sa pader for being so stupid!! when God spread emotional intelligence in the world, i was off bragging that i got a doctor for a mother.

We all have weak moments. But how come all i have are weak moments?

 

I will update my friendster proile... I want a copy of my old 'About Me' somewhere, so I'll put it here.

*Mae Lisette Jaurigue Pang loves talking about herself in the Third Person.

*She was born on the 18th of September, in the year of the Lord MCMLXXXIX. It is also credited as the year Tim Berners-Lee invented the World Wide Web.

*She is currently taking up AB Philosophy at the University of Santo Tomas.

*The most common first impression of her is serious, and people find it amusing that she is not at all.
*She is often thought of as suplada, but no, she is kind... and compassionate!

*She loves stars and the colors black, pink, silver, and green.
*Uber moody.
*Conceited.
*Terrible at maintenance.
*Obsessive compulsive.
*Has manic depressive tendencies.
*Overcompetitive.
*Maldita, as described by most of her blockmates.
*Does what is right and proper most of the time.
*She hates doing menial tasks and extrenous activities, which explains her sedentary-ness. And her love for doing things mentally. But she does try sports once in a while to break from the monotony.
*She is afraid of constancy and routine.
*Traditional middle child: rebellious, manipulative, and in constant need of attention.
*Stalker extraordinaire.
*Control freak.
*Beware of the mood swings.
*Lacks self confidence.
*Sweet.
*Thoughtful.
*Corny.
*Loves movies.

*Current obsessions: Friedrich Nietzsche. Grey's Anatomy. UST Central Library. The Second Semester. English 101B, Lit102, Logic, CWG, Thy2, Math101, Phl 202, and PHILIPPINE GOVERNMENT AND CONSTITUTION, also known as PGC.

*Her greatest dream is to someday be able to talk about everything under the sun and the sea.
*She wants to be called profound someday, not just smart. Ahaha. Dream on. =)

*Whatever your dream is, it is God's plan for you*

Make me happy!!!

Problem is, I don't know what to replace it with.

 

*I'm in a computer shop, and I know that other people need to use the pc badly. But today, I'm in such a bad mood (heard 'tig-tres' as 'depress' and other what-nots.) And I'mma let it all out. And I don't care if you dedicate an entry to my bitching cause you're bitchier than me, and I only express it once! I'm just following my Master Niccolo's advice: Do all adversaries at once, and not little by little.

Eto na! (Excited ako!)

*feeling mo ang galing-galing mo. ang ingay-ingay mo. duh, like i want and need to hear what you are saying. I DON'T NEED TO. THEY'RE ALL SHIT. and i don't need no shit in my brain! i hate the way you invade me, so much. i ain't happy at all when i feel your presence. it beats the hell out of me. all you say about people are bad stuff, and honestly, wala ka namang maipagmamalaki. alam ko wala akong maipagmamalaki, but i don't bitch people the way you do, cause you do it every single second, minute, hour of your inferior existence.

*eto lang. shut up. ayoko marinig yan *****&^^%^%& stories mo. kasi tingin ko imposible yun. nonetheless, love pa rin kita. =)

*ikaw din. shut up. buti nag-lessen na, pero nakakainis pa rin eh.

[ASIDE: BAKIT PALA AKO IRITABLE SA MAIINGAY NA TAO?]

*prof 'to. nakakainis. pag TAMAD ang prof, nagpapa-report. tamad ka na nga, wala pa akong natututunan sa'yo. bobo na nga ako, mas bobobo pa ako dahil sa pinaggagagawa mo sa amin. yan tuloy, ang daming nag-drop ng subject mo. prof ka, may authority ka, but respect is earned, not ...  (or whatever that quote is, it slipped from my effin' poor memory), i mean you get respect from the things that you do, you don't simply obtain it cause you're a professor or a person of authority.

*eto. past na kita. kaya shut up. waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!.

*nainggit lang ako. sorry. pero love din kita.

 

 

um, tapos na ako. Big Smile

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